uR biG dAy ^^

congratulation ya to all my babes yg konvo this year~~
anis...zuha...spek...spek lg eh???
huhuhuu..
ape2 pon da abes stdy mst da ready to da dunia pekerjaan kn???? selamt menempuhi l yeee tok semua ^^
xtually last thursday i pon g convo...
join dyorg celebrate~~~
pns gler k...
n sgt2 pnt k...
pe2 hepi tgk dyorg hepi ^^
to my syg...
thniah taw...
cpt2 cri kije k...
k la...
here sum pix during dat day~~

mereke yg nenyibuk~~

anis...tahniah~~

terima ksh kepada en.tangga yg m'beri peluang tok sy jd tggi!!sy sgt ske~~


anis & zuha~~congrate babe!!!

ya AllaH kUAtkn hAtI haMba MU iNI ~~~

i miss you...

i miss you...

i miss you so much~~~

so much~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

sori 4 everything..

so sori...

zana x kuat mcm dy....

tp i miss you so muchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...

seriesly...

watever happen in our relationship....

i want u to know...

i luv u so muchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....

n i willl miss u so muchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...

n i already miss youuuuuuuuuuu~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

i never regret to know sumone like u....

thank god for giving me the opportunity to know u...to be loved by u...

i owez pray there is no ending in our relationshp...

but~~~~~~

but~~~~~

i'm afraid if......

i hate this feeling..

i hate myself....

i hate myself bcoz i love you...

dear dy~~~
zana doakn yg t'baek taw....

mge d mrhkn rezeki...

ampunkn zana dr hjg rmbt ke hjg kaki taw...

zana byk wat slhkn????

zana x kuat melawan prsn zana...

zana mntk maaf~~~

zana taw in the pst dy pnh syg zana....

tp skrg zana xtaw...

tp ape2 zana ttp syg dy..

zana rela mengalah....

tq taw....

tq 4 everything...

i love you so much.....

muahx...

one if dy dgr nama zana....

jgn bnci zana taw...

kadang-kadang kte x sdr ^^

sy x hrp ade org bce pe sy tls ni..
sbb n x tujukn tok spe2...
ikhlas dr hati sy..
sy x tujukn tok spe2....

bile sy nk publish post...
s t'pkr...
btol ke sy bole publish ape sy tls..
xde org trase ke nnt??
sbb sy pkr pnjg sy telah delete ape yg sy tls..
sy xnk org slh aggp ^^
(sbnrnye ape yg dtls sgt pnjg..tp sy delte sbb sy bljr jge prsn org)

ingin menulis tnpa berpikir...

wah...

tjk pon da gns kn...

erm....

byk la mnde yg berlaku skrg..

byk sgt2....

yg pertma td aq bru dpt bite tokwan msk wadd...

ya allah ya tuhanku...

aq b'doa pada mu..

semoga d permudhkn semuanya untuk tok wan...

aq berdoa pdmu moga tok wan cepat sembuh...

tbe2 t'igt plak mnde umi ckp wktu blk aritu...

umi ckp tok wan da terok skrg...

nk bgn pon da xlrt..

pastu umi ckp abh de psn kt tokwan...

abh ckp "chek, klu skt ckit2 tu thn la"

umi ckp abh pesan kt tok wan kne bersedia la klu da mmg da ajl kte kt ctu...

waaa....

aq yg tgh drive wktu tu rse nk menitis dgr abh ckp mcm tu...

abh ckp lg..

tp kte pon xtaw spe pegi dlu...

kot2 kte yg chat ni pegi dlu...

uwaaaa...

sdh kn nsht abh tok ibu dy yg t'cnta...

dgr cite mlm ni abh jge kt tok wan...

moga abh tbh kn ati tgk tok wan xchat mcm tu....

aq doakn semoga kami sekeluarga tbh laaa....

erm...

hbs bab pasl tok wan...

psl aq lak...

huhuhuhu

dis weeek aq cuti 2 x ...

apakah petanda ni??

mmg la skt tp bole je kot tok 'thn n g kije..

tp ati aq x kuat...

aq xtaw la...

aq sdh la skrg...

kije pon x b'motivasi...

erm..

byk btol mnde yg b'lgr d dada...

tp nk xnk aq kne tmpuhi...

aq kne jd kuat..

kuat mcm abah...

aq kne jd...

skrg aq kt sentul

kt umh k.ni...

erm...npe aq kt sentul??

bkn kt umh??
xde pe pon sbnrnye tp tbe2 aq memerlukn k.ni...

tq k.ni tok dgr semuanyeee...

erm....

ok la...

smpi ctu jeee...

erm...

bab aq ngan insan yg bernama joe peter lak..

hahahahha..

complicated kn??

tbe2 rse mls da nk menaip...

bye2...

nnt rjn aq update lg :))

HEPI BELATED BUFDAY

haa...
i forgot la nk update about this..
xtually during january ari tu de 3 of my family members celebrate their bufday..
so b4 ape2 let me wish epi belated bufday to my brother in law ( ABG BAHTIAR) to nephew (ILYAS HAKIM) and to my pretty nana (IZZATUL HANA)...HEPI BUFDAY :)
nnt kte jmpe cheq da bg adiah k..to my bro-in-law wish u all da best in ur life n b bless ya :)
luv u all :)

for febuarY ~~epi bufday to my sis (KAK NAH) and to her son (ALIFF HAKIMI)..
da tua da akak aq ni..hhehehee...wish u all da best dear..hope kebahagian akn jd milikmu satu hari nnt..amin~~be strong n noe dat we ll owez with u..no matter wat k.nah~~ to alip xmo nkl sgt2...

i luv them so much...muahhh semua :))

sol review 12/2/2010~

hahahahha...
sengal je kn tjk dy :))
xtually tu la pe yg i wat arini for da whole day..
from 9 until 5 k..
dat y la smpi skrg msg leh tls tjk t'sbt lju2 :)
sbnrnye tu mksd dy i ade review ngan lawyer today...
so i hav to update all da minutes today..
byk kot...
almost 60 kot,..

ok2..
back to da topic yg i nk share for today :)
erm....
i just nk update kt my blog ni yg 2morrow i ll going back to trg
wah....
lme kot tggu dtk2 ini :)
but pagi sok i hav to go to da opis..
to settle everything..
cuti agk lme so bttr for me to clear everthing :)

erm...
wat else eh??
haaaa...
today kn...
ade sumone sgt2 mrh ngan sy :))
smpi ckp klu AWK BZ KTE KUA ESOK JE LA..
hahhahah
sian dy..
kne tggu almost 1 hour..
sori dear..
ade urgent matter td..
so nk xnk i hav to finish it 1st..
seriesly..
i rse b'slh gler k td..
da la smlm gdh kN??
sori sgt2..
i ll nver ever mention about dat anymore..
NO!!
i dun wan it happen...
xnk GDH2 bole..
xnk gdh ngan spe2 pon :))

erm..
2morrow MAY BE i jmpe my syg(NANUM)..
reli hope she can join us sok..
rmi2 mst bes.. ^^

to mY family...
nntkn kepulangan daku :)
to my syg2 yg kne tggl tok bpe ari kt cni...
take a gud care ye..
xmo rndu2 zana :))
nnt blk ZANA bawak rndg ^^

u got everything NOW~~

i know that..
but i always put it aside..
never think deeply about that..
but when sumone else told u dat word
it make u think twice...
**u got everything**
it such a simple word
but when she said to me..
im spechless..
one more thing dat make me keep thinking is when she asked me
"zana nk jadi macm fana ke??da t'lmbt bru nk mntk??"
even i know the answer but im afraid to say anything..

~~tq so much fana..
i reli need dat..
tq so much..
mge Allah bls jse fana..
AMIN...
lap u~~

!p/s *when sumone try to tegor kte mmg la kte akn trase..
but ble kte pkr blk..
if they dun do dat who else will do??
they know us..
they luv us..
dat y they care about us..
they dun wan us to be like them..
so kwn2..
if u think that im doing sumthing wrong in my life
juz tell me!!!!

welcme 2010

it been so long i dun update my blog..
since i oredy got my own account..
seriesly i'm tired...
too many incomplete works that i had to finish it..

~~~blur~~~

hEPi buFdAY to U~~~30/12/2009

hOpE dIS bUfDAy wIll b DA beSt bUfdAY Ever ^^